結末の紅 ~ meth.

「結末の紅」
meth.

二人の終わりへ
君が選んだ答えの果て

Monday
昨日の事などまるで嘘のように青く晴れた空 眺めていたんだ

重ねた左手に残った涙の温もりよ

あと少しだけ側にいれたら何が変わったかなんてそれさえどうでもいいから
君がいなければ折角のこの朝を受け入れるなんてできない

もっと素直だとしたら..
きっと今とは違う結論を招いてたかなんて聞けない

例えば引き止めていたなら君はどう感じてた?

解けた糸が縺れたまま行き場を迷っていた 昨日にしがみつきながら
僕はひたすら最後の場面だけを思い出してるだけ

枯れてしまうまで泣いてもいいかな
この愛は何色でどんな形をしていて僕達に何を残すだろう?
それすら知れない

溢れた涙がほら
僕の視界を雨に変えた

決意なら既に折られそうさ
終わりとまだ今は向き合える気が少しもしない
何を願っても何一つ動かせない
さようなら遠き日よ
かけがえのない紅い糸よ

~♦~

‘Ketsumatsu no Kurenai’
{“Crimson of Conclusion”}
by meth.

Headed toward the end of us,
the conclusion of the answer you chose

Monday
The clear blue sky I was gazing up at
made the things of yesterday seem like just a lie

Oh, warmth of the tears that remained on my left hand that overlaid yours

It doesn’t even matter what would have changed
if you’d been beside me a little longer,
without you I just can’t accept this long-awaited morning

If I’d been more honest…
I’m unable to ask whether I’d surely have caused a different conclusion

For instance, if I’d restrained myself, how would you have felt?

The unraveled thread remains tangled as
I lost my destination while clinging to yesterday,
I’m solely recalling only our last scene intently

I wonder if it’s alright for me to cry ’till I wither away?
What color, what shape is this love and what does it leave us?
I don’t even know that

See, the overflowing tears
turn my field of view into rain

Though decided I already feel as if I’ll break,
even now I still don’t feel like I can face the end,
No matter what I wish for I can’t alter a single thing,
Farewell distant days,
irreplaceable crimson thread!

One thought on “結末の紅 ~ meth.”

  1. sjhiduhauhgaghahhnajhfuiahqhgiuah

    THANK YOU! I’m so happy that you posted this, it made me so speechless….just, big thankies🙂

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