夜光 ~ メリー

「夜光」
メリー

月明かりの下膝を抱えながら
一人震えている戯れ事唄
そっと覗いてごらん夢売り傷ついて
狭い鳥籠の中揺られて
少しだけ夢を 見させて
ゆらゆら揺れ…
深く暗く絡み合うこの狭い鳥籠
いつまで此処にいるのか?答え無き明日は孤独
このまま堕ちてゆく底 から何が見えるの?
誰にも見せたくない内側に閉じ込めた心

「誰かに言えば楽になる?」
「誰かにすがれば楽になる?」
「この箱の中が幸せだろ?」
「この箱の外が幸せだろ?」

月明かりの下 一人震えている…
午前三時の雨胸に閉じ込めたキミが
自分の居場所を探している
このまま夢だけ見させて
ゆらゆら揺れ…
深く暗く絡み合うこの狭い鳥籠
いつまで此処にいるのか?答 え無き明日は孤独
枯れたこの声に綺麗な花は咲くのか?
誰にも触れさせないこの心
遥か遠く近い自分の心は何処に?
永遠失望 現実 一瞬記憶
空と暗い影月明かりの下…

~♦~

‘Yakou’ {‘Nocturnal Luminescence’}
by MERRY

As I hug my knees beneath the moonlight
shivering alone, a joking song,
Please secretly take a peek, selling dreams and hurting,
swinging within a cramped birdcage
Let me dream just a little bit,
swaying back and forth…
This cramped birdcage entangles deeply, darkly
How long will I be here?  Tomorrow that holds no answer is lonely
If I continue to fall like this what will I be able to see from the bottom?
My heart that I don’t want to show to anyone is locked away inside me

“Will I feel better if I tell someone?”
“Will I feel better if I depend on someone?”
“Is happiness within this box?”
“Is happiness outside of this box?”

Shivering alone beneath the moonlight…
rain at three in the morning, locked away in my heart
you’re searching for your place
Just like this let me see only dreams,
swaying back and forth…
This cramped birdcage entangles deeply, darkly
How long will I be here?  Tomorrow that holds no answer is lonely
Will a beautiful flower bloom in this hoarse voice?
this heart I won’t let anyone touch
Where is my heart that’s so close yet so distant and far?
Perpetual disappointment of reality, a momentary recollection,
sky and dark shadows beneath the moonlight…

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