LOSTTI’ME ~ Ap(r)il

「LOSTTI’ME」
Ap(r)il

ひとつ、深呼吸 冷めた空気が透明な
陰を指し示す ここに在るべき姿

時知らず道標霧の中 向かい風は人を踏み台に
遠目から指を指して見ないふりをした
本当は一人でいられない心が

独り帰り道夜の中 行き先を探すどこまでも
この唄がこの声が届いていますか?もう風に消えそうだよ

引き裂いた夢をかき集めた歌は誰も聞いていなくて

涙さえ誰かのせいにしていつもいつも負けないからさ

いつまでずっと歌い続けるんだろう?
高く空は代わらずあるけど
夢見のままいれたらいいのにだんだん世界は朝になってくよ。静かに

ひとつ、深呼吸 冷めた空気が透明な
陰を指し示す ここに在るべき姿 示して。

引き裂いた夢をかき集めて吐いた台詞は砂になり
張り詰めた心で振り切って時が止まれば楽だろう

次の場所、また次の
繰り返すことで何だってさリセットされると思ったんだ。
涙さえ誰かのせいにして逃げた。未来はどこだ!
いつまでずっと歌い続けられるんだろう?
高く空は代わらずあるけど
夢見のままいれたらいいのにだんだん世界は朝になってくよ。静かに

~♦~

‘LOSTTI’ME’
by Ap(r)il

One, deep breath   The cooled atmosphere points out
a transparent shadow, the body that ought to be here

A signpost unaffected by time in the fog, the headwinds propel people like a springboard,
Pointing my finger from a distance, I pretended not to see
But truthfully my heart can’t remain alone

The road back home alone in the middle of the night,
I’ll search far and wide for my destination,
Is this song, this voice reaching you?  It seems like it might fade into the wind

No one to listen to the song that scrapes together my torn apart dreams

But I won’t ever lose, won’t blame even my tears on someone else

Will I always be able to go on singing?
Although the lofty sky is there as usual,
even though it’d be nice to go on dreaming,
the world keeps on moving toward morning, quietly

One, deep breath   The cooled atmosphere points out
a transparent shadow, indicating the body that ought to be here

The lines that scraped together and shouted out my torn apart dreams turn to dust,
If I could reject it in my strained heart and time would stand still, it’d be so much easier

The next place, and then the next
I thought just about anything could be reset by repeating this
I blamed even my tears on someone else and ran away.  Where is the future?!
Will I always be able to go on singing?
Although the lofty sky is there as usual,
even though it’d be nice to go on dreaming,
the world keeps on moving toward morning, quietly

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