わすれな草 ~ ナイトメア

「わすれな草」
ナイトメア

君は僕に背を向けて細く弱い声で
「もういいの」「だってしょうがないの」
闇が僕を飲み込む
たった七日前までは笑顔の君がいて あぁ
「ねぇ どこ行こうか?」
いつからか消えた恋心

『僕は彼の次でいい』
『寂しい時だけ会おう』なんて
カッコつけてたけど一人は怖くて

ただ愛おしく時に 忌まわしい
それがならぬ恋だと 知りながら
鏡に映る表情の無い影を見つめていた

このまま どこまで君を追い続けるのだろう
涙に揺れて 霞む光が 僕には イタくて
幾夜も幾夜も君の影が消えないなら
わずかな記憶さえも消えてしまえば...

幾夜も身体 重ねてみても
君の想いを 僕は変えられず
「愛」の無い 瞳で僕を見ないで
一人にしないで

このまま 何処まで君を想い生きるのだろう
「心」を亡くした「空」の躯は誰も愛せない
この世で君に変わる誰かなんていないから
次に出会える時がくるまで『じゃあ...幸せで...』

たとえば僕が死んでも 涙流してくれますか?
これで本当に終わりなんだね 忘れられないけれど
どれほどだった?君といた季節が
枯れた冬色の景色ににじんでく
どうか どうか 忘れないで
何時か月日が流れたとしても
永遠に見守るよ君の幸せを

さよなら

~♦~

‘Wasurenakusa’ {‘Forget-me-not’}*
by Nightmare

You turned your back to me and said in a faint, weak voice,
“We’re through”  “It’s inevitable”
Darkness swallows me up,
up until just seven days ago you were smiling, Ah
“Hey, where should we go?”
At some point our love disappeared

“I don’t care if I come after him”
“Let’s just meet when we’re lonely” I said,
trying to be cool, but I was scared of being alone

Our times of sweetness will only be unpleasant,
Even knowing it’s a love I cannot resist,
I stared at my expressionless reflection in the mirror

How far will I continue to chase after you this way?
Trembling in tears, the blurring light is painful to me,
If your image won’t disappear for so many, so many nights,
If only my scant memories would vanish…

No matter how many bodies I try to be with over so many nights,
I’m unable to alter my recollection of you,
Don’t look at me with loveless eyes
Don’t leave me alone

How long will I be in love with you like this?
No one can love an “empty” body that’s lost its “heart”,
There’s no one in this world that can be you,
so until the next time we meet “Well…be happy…”

If I were to die would you shed tears for me?
I guess this really is the end, but I won’t be able to forget,
How long was it?  The season known as “you”?
Bleeding into the barren winter scenery,
Please, please don’t forget
Even when days and months have passed,
I’ll eternally watch over your happiness!

Goodbye

* The title refers to the flower.

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