Murder Scope ~ 摩天楼オペラ

「Murder Scope」
摩天楼オペラ

I don’t wanna murder you
give me kiss, your touch and more….
tell me cause, your mind and more….
can I get?I’m waitin’ claimin’ you. I’m a only girl?

give you kiss, my touch and more….
make me girl, make me your bitch
wanna be?I can do everything anything

なんとなく引き寄せられてる気がしてた
だってあなたは優しいから
他の誰かを抱いたって構わない
私だけが特別

そう思ってた

聞かせてよ 優しい言葉を 誰かに言ったコピーじゃなく
本当のあなたの言葉で 本当の私を見つめて言って
包み込むように

いつまで見つめていれば あなたと私だけになる?
きっとそんな日はもう来ない
きっとあなたは望んでもない
わかってるけど

割り切って割り切られて
わかったような手つきで
私が私じゃないみたい

どうして気づかなかったの
大人になれなかったの
通りすがった女にあなたは振り返っただけ

それでもあなたがくれた 言葉も愛しさも
離せない 離したくない
自分がこんな馬鹿で救えないやつだってわかった

避けてく あなたを見れば
どんなに夢見がちな私も かわいそうな自分に気づく

このまま終わらせることなんてできないから

さよなら 愛しいあなた
やっと私を見てくれた
どんなに辛そうな目で どんなに怯えた表情でもいい
私を見てくれた 本当の私を

~♦~

‘Murder Scope’
by Matenrou Opera

I don’t wanna murder you
give me kiss, your touch and more….
tell me cause, your mind and more….
can I get?I’m waitin’ claimin’ you. I’m a only girl?

give you kiss, my touch and more….
make me girl, make me your bitch
wanna be?I can do everything anything

Somehow I get the feeling I’m being pulled in
’cause you’re so kind
and don’t care that I’ve held someone else
Only I am special

That’s what I thought

Let me hear your gentle words!  Not a copy of what you’ve said to another,
Look at the real me and say it in the words of your true self
so that I’ll be enveloped

How long do I have to gaze at you before it’ll be just you and me?
Surely that day will not come
Surely that’s not what you want
I know that, but

I rationalize it and accept it,
act as if I understand it,
It’s as if I’m not me

Why didn’t you realize it?
Why couldn’t you be an adult?
You just turned to look at women passing by on the street

Even so I can’t let go of, don’t want to let go of
the words and affection you gave me,
I know I’m such a stupid, helpless person

When I look at you who keeps on avoiding me
no matter how much of a dreamer I may be, I realize how pathetic I am

‘Cause I can’t just let it end like this

Goodbye my beloved,
You finally looked at me
It doesn’t matter how painful the look in your eyes was,
or how frightened your expression,
You looked at me, the real me

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