Amends ~ Deathgaze

「Amends」
Deathgaze

やっとね ここまで来たんだ だけどね ずっと恐いんだ

ねぇ 君が望む様に生きてきたはずなのに
どれくらい血を流せば許してくれるかな?

雪が舞う様にこのまま眠ろうか?
霞んでしまうなら 輝く星はいらない

ねぇ 繋いだ手を解き 温もりが冷めるまで
ただ君が見てた夢は嫌いにならないで

この手は誰の為に 汚れてしまうの?
最期は君の為に 唄を歌いたい

まだ間に合うなら もう一度せめて ねぇ 笑って

ゆらゆらり揺れる どうかこの思い届いて欲しかった

この手は誰の為に 汚れてしまうの?
言葉は脆く弱く 愛を探すから
凍えた夜に見えた 小さな星空
最期は君の為に 唄を歌うから

~♦~

‘Amends’
by Deathgaze

I’ve come this far at last.  But you know, I was afraid the whole way

Hey, although I should’ve lived the way you expected,
how much blood must I spill for you to forgive me?

Like the whirling snow, shall I sleep like this?
I don’t need the shining stars if they will only grow dim

Hey, untangling the joined hands, until the warmth cools
don’t come to hate the dream that only you saw

For whose sake were these hands dirtied?
In my last moments I want to sing a song for you

If it’ll still be in time, at least once more, won’t you smile for me?

Shaking and trembling, I wanted these feelings to reach somehow

For whose sake were these hands dirtied?
Because words vulnerably, weakly search for love
the sky filled with tiny stars was visible on that frozen night,
So in my last moments I want to sing a song for you

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